no mood and no apettite to eat jie........how come will make my parents unhappy?My fault again? they want me to cry in front of them ma? .........wut's wrong with me today??lost so many things at the same time........

  dun wanna do anything......just want to keep on sleeping......forget all the pain......can i?? my pain is not really becoz he lied to me , but i lost this friend....

我有我的尊嚴 不想再受損
無奈我心 要辨難辨
道別再等 也未如願
永遠在愛與痛的邊緣.....

Am i too 執著??

  If we can go bak to the past jao ho la.........

honestly , i dun really hate u.......or angry of u......i just want ur explanation , i had already forgave u last night actually...if u dun ask me , i might not ask u those thing....i dun really want u to be embarrassed.........and lose this friend......

 I know u need time to hide up and calm down......i won't force u to face me now......

but i want u to know one thing,

U ARE ALWAYS MY GOOD FRIEND and my HAPPY FRUIT!

hope that we can go bak to the past one day.......and i am longing for taht day to come.......

HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO MYSELF~haha

  Last night , I had dinner with Sandie , Brenda , Mandy and Baby for my birthday celebration.We dinned at ''Red Ant '' in Tsim Sha Tsui.....The food and the price there are okay la~not bad!well well well ... presents time came!! Thx Sandie and Baby , i like the star lamp so much! Thx Brenda , i will use that Twin Star box as my sewing box! Thx Mandy , i am wearing that ''sing sing '' necklace~(O yea , thx Jac !!!!!! I love that Twin Stars toy , they are really cute!!!!) ..after dinner , Mandy left first , Sandie ,Brenda ,Baby and I went shopping and then walked along the seafront in TST. the view is soooo good!!!! Maybe the weather was too hot , so all of us felt so tired .....esp Brenda...really sorry for this........around 10:00 , we went back home lu...WAIT, before i moved on to today's celebration , i have to say thx to Vivian and Jenny for the birthday cards!!!!!I will keep them in my drawer and won't throw them away~

    Let's talk about today , in the early morning , around 7.45 am , i received Jenny's call!Jenny , i miss u soo much!!!!! really thx for ur call !! ur voice had comfort me a lot! at 12.30 pm , i had lunch with a friend and then  we went to ''look ling'' together....um......it is my first time to ''look ling '' ,but my performance ..ok la.......quite good for the beginners.......in the 3 rd frame, his score is 89 , while mine is 76 ar!!!! haha , Kitty is really a GENIUS ar!! j/k!!  ( really thank that friend to celebrate my birthday with me ar! and being my teacher!) At 4.00 pm . i sang k with another friend .......we went to CEO.....sang for 3 hrs......nearly lost my voice......well......too bad that most of the ppl have to go to work....otherwise , they can join us..........anyway , at night , i had dinner with my family in a restaurant....so touching that my brother came to join us although he is so sick......wut my dad said to me also made me so ''gum dong''!!!!

     Well.......again , thx all the ppl who sent SMS , icq /MSN msg , birthday cards , phone calls and presents to me!

    This year's birthday is an forgetable one ,so many ppl celebrate with me~hehe~

 feeling so tired and sleepy now........

Date :28/6/2004

Function: FIRST ROUND :  P-FRIENDS RE-UNION

Venue :Vocational Training council in Wan Chai

 Ppl : Mrs Lui , Mrs Luk , Ms Chow , Ms Yp , Mrs Lee , Ms Ng , Lee jie ,   Kitty ( me ) , Anne , Angela  , Suki , Herman , Samson, Thomson , Albert , Ken , Daniel ,Bobby , David , Benny , Sam , David's brother and his classmate......

Time: 6.45 pm - 10.20 pm

Details: Had dinner in VTC , ppl chat in small groups ....(sorry to those who felt bored).........and then got a surprise!!! Thanks Herman for his birthday cake!!!!so delicious!!! Samson , Daniel , Benny , Anne and I are all birthday boys and girls! haha ~ Samson's b-day :29/6 ,mine 30/6 , Daniel's 1/7 , Benny's 5/7 , Anne's 8/7.......hahaha......have birthday party together , with all teachers and friends' blessings! so happy! an unforgetable moment!And then I took many pics with the ppl before we left~hahaha~!

2 nd round:

Function: Have drink and count down for Samson's birthday 

Venue : Brown in Happy Valley

Time:11:00pm-12:15 am

Ppl: Samson , David, Benny , Bobby , Angela and Kitty (me)

Details : Me , Angela and Bobby arrived first ,coz David drove Ann and Suki go back home first  and then he ,samson  and benny joined us later......we shared our '' secrets'' .....hahaha.....and then make a plan for the trip to Macau on 3OTH......HAHHA... the most excited moment came....5, 4,3,2,1,0!!!!!!SAMSON , HAPPY BIRTHDAY!!!!!! well........Angela was EXTREMELY excited for the whole night !!!!! hahaha!!all ppl were watching at us!!!!!Calm down girl........hahaha........also , Thanks Samson pay the drinks for us!!!!!

Special THANKS to Daniel for his present ( i like it so much !!! actually i was quite surprise that u bought me a presnt , but anyway , thanks!) and helped me to picked up the things ( Albert also): Herman for making us a b-day cake ; Samson for helping us to ordering the food ; David for driving me home; Benny for clearing so much food for us; All the ppl who joined our re-union ~ Also , all the ppl who sent SMS and icq msg to me ( although my birthday is on 30th)..... really THANK A LOT!! 

(to  BOBBY : u own me $50 US ar! HURRY UP! Admit it la , u are the loser ar! )

i dun think i will dare to wear this out if i get one , ppl must laugh die me lor...

NO WAY!!!!