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Saturday, July 03, 2004

Sat, 03 Jul 2004 15:27:35 GMT

well , i only upset jor for a while ja ma,.then go bak to normal again~just feel so 可惜. , ...anyway , my EQ has upgraded already~ dun feel sad anymore ... coz i at least got a good lesson~

um.......today ar.....my dear cousin , SANDY , gonna left for AUST!! I would miss her sooooo much!! i went to her home first and then went to the airport together ....well.... last time , we met Vic Chow in the airport when sandy left ..this time, we saw F.I.R! hahaha.....um....Sandy , u wanna cried ar? I just gave u a kiss jie , no need happy duo cry ma ....dun cry la babe~ anyway , wish u all the best , i will miss u so much~

On my way home , i had a long chat with my aunt......dunno y , she suddenly changed her topic to friendship....she said there is no ''true heart'' friend in this world ......um..........i would say , i believe that there are still some friends who treat ppl with hearts...... maybe they are not 100% honest to u , but 90% is already very good....... Although we may meet some fake ''good friends'' somewhere, it doesn't mean that we should be that grey gei~ right? I am a good example la , got some really GOOD FRIENDS!lUV U GUYS ALWAYS ~

Lastly , i think it will be my last entry which will be posted to this xanga lu.......I wanna have a new start of everything ar~ so , wanna know my new xnaga address , ask me urself la~ haha~

Saturday, July 03, 2004

Sat, 03 Jul 2004 00:29:45 GMT

共你相識三千天我沒名無姓慶幸也與你逛過那一段旅程
曾是日夜期待你這算是固執做夢或太熱情
在世上沒有多少會盡如人意多數像諷刺遂年成長
必經苦戀故事完了吧

重今開始該好好戀愛放下從前一後感情
才能追求未來你就似沒存在完了吧仍舊撐起來
前進便讓自尊心放開告別從前總是不易然而假如只得我在
也不願盲目留在這愛海

舊信息應該刪走再沒留憑證我共你去到最遠也只是友情
如現實是場玩笑一早清楚內情過去是勇敢或是未肯適應

下段道路定更精彩

The best is yet to come

I believe that there will be a better one who will go on the beach and watch and count the stars with me in the coming future~ Longing for that day to come soon~

Friday, July 02, 2004

Fri, 02 Jul 2004 23:19:36 GMT

I have tried my very best to repair our friendship.....but...no use......i will respect ur decision.....i know , i have gave u too much pressure le , sorry.....well........from now on , i will learn how to survive without ur support......u dun need to escape from me ...coz i won't online so often later.......and u may not be able to c me again.....if it is really wut u want , then i will do it for u .......it is the last thing i can do for u....so i won't bother u anymore.....

Last 4 sentences to u , thanks for ur phone call on my birthday and countdown with me ....it will be one of my unforgetable b-day present ....and thanks for giving me so many happy memories....and i will be much HAPPIER than be4 , i promise ( last promise)...

Friday, July 02, 2004

Fri, 02 Jul 2004 09:26:37 GMT

I am in Pacific Coffee now , and ordered a cup of mocha......feel so peace here.....

um......thanks Bonnie , she spare one day from her bc work to accompany with me .......Also , i need to say thx to Jasmine as well who also wanna to hang out with me.......Plus . need to say thx to Jenny who always support me!!PLUS PLUS , all those ppl who cheered me up these 2 days, THX A LOT!! Happy to have u guys being my friends.......

um..ppl always say that when u feel sad , u should go to have a hair cut......and i follow this rule......i cut my hair today , but not much........quite satisfactory ....... at least look more fresh....

well , after having a hair cut in Causeway Bay , i went to Wan Chai to have my French lesson ... On my way to Wan Chai , a man stop me .....i didn't stop at first , but he kept on following me....well........when i crossed the road , since it was red light , then i stopped........well.....he told me that his company called G.S.E Limited , they were an agent company .they were now looking for an actress for a drin advertisement.........well.......was he blind? ME? ng hai ar..........-_-!!...if not , then he must be a LIAR! then i asked him which type of girls they were looking for , he said SUNSHINE GIRL .........NG HAI AR! I DUN THINK I AM LOR! (although i am wearing a tank top and a pair of shorts)HA! he asked for my mobile phone no. lor........ well......he asked me to phone him tonight...i won't do so lor...i am not an ignorant girl........

After that , i went to Computer Centre to buy a web cam.......HA.....another funny experience......i asked taht promoter who was a F5 guy how to install the web cam ......Then he said i could phone him and gave me his mobile phone no. and icq no......well........he asked me where i live ........i told him Shau kei Wan , then he said , i always played in Quarry Bay , let's come out and play together one day.....well....-_-...no la ma....i am afraid that we will have generation gap wor........HA!Dun tell me he thought i am younger than he bor.....

well... i more silly thing , i thought my cousin is going to leave today , but .it should be tmr...........-_-!!.......

Thursday, July 01, 2004

Thu, 01 Jul 2004 22:15:27 GMT

Forgot to thx Irene's present last night , thx for the photo album~.....

In the past , i was so excited to online becoz i knew i could chat with someone . But now ,feel so empty when i online ,coz i know i won't be able to chat with someone anymore........so......wut is the purpose for using MSN/icq now? .........should i ng online as well......then i will not feel so empty?....i dunno......

Thursday, July 01, 2004

Thu, 01 Jul 2004 04:55:35 GMT

no mood and no apettite to eat jie........how come will make my parents unhappy?My fault again? they want me to cry in front of them ma? .........wut's wrong with me today??lost so many things at the same time........

dun wanna do anything......just want to keep on sleeping......forget all the pain......can i?? my pain is not really becoz he lied to me , but i lost this friend....

我有我的尊嚴不想再受損
無奈我心要辨難辨
道別再等也未如願
永遠在愛與痛的邊緣.....

Am i too 執著??

Thursday, July 01, 2004

Thu, 01 Jul 2004 03:14:15 GMT

If we can go bak to the past jao ho la.........

honestly , i dun really hate u.......or angry of u......i just want ur explanation , i had already forgave u last night actually...if u dun ask me , i might not ask u those thing....i dun really want u to be embarrassed.........and lose this friend......

I know u need time to hide up and calm down......i won't force u to face me now......

but i want u to know one thing,

U ARE ALWAYS MY GOOD FRIEND and my HAPPY FRUIT!

hope that we can go bak to the past one day.......and i am longing for taht day to come.......

Wednesday, June 30, 2004

Wed, 30 Jun 2004 13:14:24 GMT

HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO MYSELF~haha

Last night , I had dinner with Sandie , Brenda , Mandy and Baby for my birthday celebration.We dinned at ''Red Ant '' in Tsim Sha Tsui.....The food and the price there are okay la~not bad!well well well ... presents time came!! Thx Sandie and Baby , i like the star lamp so much! Thx Brenda , i will use that Twin Star box as my sewing box! Thx Mandy , i am wearing that ''sing sing '' necklace~(O yea , thx Jac !!!!!! I love that Twin Stars toy , they are really cute!!!!) ..after dinner , Mandy left first , Sandie ,Brenda ,Baby and I went shopping and then walked along the seafront in TST. the view is soooo good!!!! Maybe the weather was too hot , so all of us felt so tired .....esp Brenda...really sorry for this........around 10:00 , we went back home lu...WAIT, before i moved on to today's celebration , i have to say thx to Vivian and Jenny for the birthday cards!!!!!I will keep them in my drawer and won't throw them away~

Let's talk about today , in the early morning , around 7.45 am , i received Jenny's call!Jenny , i miss u soo much!!!!! really thx for ur call !! ur voice had comfort me a lot! at 12.30 pm , i had lunch with a friend and then we went to ''look ling'' together....um......it is my first time to ''look ling '' ,but my performance ..ok la.......quite good for the beginners.......in the 3 rd frame, his score is 89 , while mine is 76 ar!!!! haha , Kitty is really a GENIUS ar!! j/k!! ( really thank that friend to celebrate my birthday with me ar! and being my teacher!) At 4.00 pm . i sang k with another friend .......we went to CEO.....sang for 3 hrs......nearly lost my voice......well......too bad that most of the ppl have to go to work....otherwise , they can join us..........anyway , at night , i had dinner with my family in a restaurant....so touching that my brother came to join us although he is so sick......wut my dad said to me also made me so ''gum dong''!!!!

Well.......again , thx all the ppl who sent SMS , icq /MSN msg , birthday cards , phone calls and presents to me!

This year's birthday is an forgetable one ,so many ppl celebrate with me~hehe~

feeling so tired and sleepy now........

Monday, June 28, 2004

Mon, 28 Jun 2004 16:56:48 GMT

Date :28/6/2004

Function: FIRST ROUND : P-FRIENDS RE-UNION

Venue :Vocational Training council in Wan Chai

Ppl : Mrs Lui , Mrs Luk , Ms Chow , Ms Yp , Mrs Lee , Ms Ng , Lee jie , Kitty ( me ) , Anne , Angela , Suki , Herman , Samson, Thomson , Albert , Ken , Daniel ,Bobby , David , Benny , Sam , David's brother and his classmate......

Time: 6.45 pm - 10.20 pm

Details: Had dinner in VTC , ppl chat in small groups ....(sorry to those who felt bored).........and then got a surprise!!! Thanks Herman for his birthday cake!!!!so delicious!!! Samson , Daniel , Benny , Anne and I are all birthday boys and girls! haha ~ Samson's b-day :29/6 ,mine 30/6 , Daniel's 1/7 , Benny's 5/7 , Anne's 8/7.......hahaha......have birthday party together , with all teachers and friends' blessings! so happy! an unforgetable moment!And then I took many pics with the ppl before we left~hahaha~!

2 nd round:

Function: Have drink and count down for Samson's birthday

Venue : Brown in Happy Valley

Time:11:00pm-12:15 am

Ppl: Samson , David, Benny , Bobby , Angela and Kitty (me)

Details : Me , Angela and Bobby arrived first ,coz David drove Ann and Suki go back home first and then he ,samson and benny joined us later......we shared our '' secrets'' .....hahaha.....and then make a plan for the trip to Macau on 3OTH......HAHHA... the most excited moment came....5, 4,3,2,1,0!!!!!!SAMSON , HAPPY BIRTHDAY!!!!!! well........Angela was EXTREMELY excited for the whole night !!!!! hahaha!!all ppl were watching at us!!!!!Calm down girl........hahaha........also , Thanks Samson pay the drinks for us!!!!!

Special THANKS to Daniel for his present ( i like it so much !!! actually i was quite surprise that u bought me a presnt , but anyway , thanks!) and helped me to picked up the things ( Albert also): Herman for making us a b-day cake ; Samson for helping us to ordering the food ; David for driving me home; Benny for clearing so much food for us; All the ppl who joined our re-union ~ Also , all the ppl who sent SMS and icq msg to me ( although my birthday is on 30th)..... really THANK A LOT!!

(to BOBBY : u own me $50 US ar! HURRY UP! Admit it la , u are the loser ar! )

Sunday, June 27, 2004

Sun, 27 Jun 2004 06:57:15 GMT

i dun think i will dare to wear this out if i get one , ppl must laugh die me lor...

NO WAY!!!!